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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 22pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">斜阳冉冉春无极<SPAN lang=EN-US><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">不再爱他,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>不再恨他,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>不再要求他。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>一切的一切,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>似水年华般,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>悄悄流经我的青春岁月。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN></SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><BR><BR></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">意外接到他的电话,已是凌晨三点多。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>正是熟睡,心下埋怨着哪个家伙深更半夜不睡觉诚心捣蛋。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>听到声音,熟悉而遥远。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>我是安。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>曾经多少次这样的开场白。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>他打电话,不喜欢说喂,不喜欢别人问他是谁。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>每次第一句话都像是初初相识,我是林安。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>一直都不习惯,听起来仿佛隔了一层,客套而生疏,让他改,偏是改不了,最后终于妥协,单去了姓,我亦心满意足。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>我是安!</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><BR></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">低沉的声音直落到心底,生疼!<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>眼泪仿佛不受控制,握着电话,说不出一句话。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">那边很吵,热闹喧哗的音乐,人声,酒杯哐当当一连串声响。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">会是哪个国家的港口城市呢<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>美国<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>加拿大<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>又或者是非洲<SPAN lang=EN-US>? </SPAN>他在哪里<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我连猜测的勇气都没有。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>泠,怎么不说话,听不见吗?<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">我忙乱的答应着<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>却纷纷乱一点听不清<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>最后只听见安大声道<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<BR></SPAN>我和同事在水上<SPAN lang=EN-US>PUB</SPAN>,我马上回去,<SPAN lang=EN-US>10</SPAN>分钟后打给你。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>汽车发动引擎的声音,喧哗声渐渐低不可闻,安静的夜,我为自己软弱的泪感到可笑。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>电话响,接通,两头是静静无言。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>该问还是该说,因为太多,反觉得没了那个必要。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>安低低道,<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">今天船靠岸了<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>大家有一个星期的时间休息<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>在南美的一个港口<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<BR></SPAN>刚才和同事在水上<SPAN lang=EN-US>PUB</SPAN>喝酒,看到一个东方女孩子,穿纯白衣服,纯洁的像只小白鸽子,我突然想起你,心揪成了一团。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">我有些征愣<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>平静的答<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">都过了这么久了<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>想起过往<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>只以为是前世的一场梦<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>那边东方女孩子多吗<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>是不是中国人<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">安笑了<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">在这边<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>看到黑头发黑眼睛黄皮肤的都一律称东方人<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>是中国人或者是日本韩国人又有什么区别<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>谁管那么多呢<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>都说着不同的语言<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>再说了<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>她们都是来拉生意的<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>真的问起<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>她们也会隐去自己的国籍<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>或者一律用英语答听不懂<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">一直记得你也爱穿白色的衣服<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>刚才喝酒<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我竟然恍惚<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>那白色只是一个影子,并不是我心底的那个人。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">很长时间,我以为自己真的做到了,我们不再联系,仿佛成了陌生人。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>我交了很多女朋友,很多<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>不同肤色的<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>泠<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>那些是你无法想象的<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>每到一个新的城市,新的港口,所有人都彻底的放纵自己,想起以前,恍如隔世。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">我隐隐有些明白<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>一直都听旁人说起<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>在国外的人总会因着各种各样的原因而改变<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>但是<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我都傻傻的不愿意去相信<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>至少我不愿意相信曾经的安会改变<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>变成另一个令我完全陌生的人<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<BR><BR></SPAN>你说的拉生意?是指出卖自己身体的生意吗?<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">除了这个<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>还能有什么<SPAN lang=EN-US>!<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">也许她一个人在异国他乡,是为生活所迫呢?<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>安笑了,很冷漠的笑。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">泠<SPAN lang=EN-US>, </SPAN>你太单纯了<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>这些不是你的世界可以了解的<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<BR></SPAN>她们何止出卖身体,她们已经没有了灵魂。她们很多人都拿高薪,怎可能生活窘迫。就算生活所迫,既然选择这条路,十字架也该自己承担。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR></SPAN>不由一阵心酸,哑然无言。有句话,在嘴边徘徊良久,终是问不出口。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>安,你呢,你的灵魂,是否一如从前。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>泠,我早已经堕落,在国外,没有谁认识你<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>没有谁在乎你做什么。就算将来回国,收敛一切,男人或者女人,都可以重新开始。曾经的荒唐岁月一并埋葬<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>并不影响自己做个好父亲,好母亲。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR></SPAN>真的很心疼他,以前的安,很爱笑,大声的,肆无忌惮的笑,笑的时候露出两颗尖尖的小虎牙,特别孩子气。那时他坐我后面<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>总是喜欢捉弄我<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>偷偷的将小纸条全部放在我衣服后的帽子里边<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>见我生气<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>又急的手足无措<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>保证书都写了不知道多少<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>寒冷冬天一起回家的路上<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>看见年纪很大拖车的老人<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>总是心疼的什么似的<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>跳下车就跑去帮忙<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>一头一脸的汗<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>现在的他,也学得如此的世故而冷漠了。叙述着的陌生口吻<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>将我沉入两个不同的时空<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>如果时间可以倒回<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>如果我们永远不要长大<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>如果</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">苦涩的笑<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>生活不会有那么多的如果<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>它永远不会按照我们想法行走<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">握着电话<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>心里面是一股又一股的味道掺和着<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<BR></SPAN>安,我只希望你在那边一切安好,开心,快乐。交女朋友,就认认真真找个好女孩。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">泠<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>如果我没有出国<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>留在家里<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>是不是一切都会更好<SPAN lang=EN-US>?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">这样的假设现在又何必问<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>安,我困了,挂电话吧。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>安挂了电话,我沉默着<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>拉开窗帘,天色已微微的亮。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR></SPAN>我和安的故事,千篇一律。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>懵懂未知的年龄相识,长大后顺理成章的相恋。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>按照想象的程序,接下来,就是步入婚姻的礼堂。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>曾经的琴棋书画,转而柴米油盐。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>也不会后悔,想要的生活就是如此平凡简单。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>向来胸无大志,与相爱之人举案齐眉,心已足矣。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR><BR></SPAN>当去年安准备出国,那份<SPAN lang=EN-US>8</SPAN>年的合约就已经预知了结果。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">长江边<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我们一起走过无数次的地方<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>夕阳的余晖点点落在江面<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>归来的航船<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>一群依着水面掠过的水鸟<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>这一切<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>仍然是那么的熟悉而美丽<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>美丽的令人心酸<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">安牵着我的手<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>郑重的说<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">我们先结婚吧<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>等结了婚我再出国<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我已经和父母谈过<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>他们也同意了<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>我现在想知道<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>你是怎么想的<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>还有伯父伯母那边<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">如果我父母坚决不同意<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>那么<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>你可不可以留下<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>可不可以不走<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">安久久没有说话<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>他微微皱眉的侧面<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>在落日余晖的光中<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>定格成往后永远令我难以忘怀的画面<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">泠<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>你知道<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>这份合约对于我<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>是一个异常难得的机会<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我甚至放弃了保送研究生的名额<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">安的为难<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我看在眼里<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>心里一片清明<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>仿佛已经看到将来<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>不过还是很开心的笑着<SPAN lang=EN-US>,<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">和你开玩笑呢<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>干嘛这么严肃<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我当然知道机会难得<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>又怎么会无理的要求你呢<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>至于结婚的事情<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>总得双方父母商量妥定才可<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">商量的结果亦在我的意料之中<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>父母强硬的态度终于让我妥协<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">除却父母的原因<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>我对这份感情同样不确信<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">生活不是电脑程序,怎么可以事先设计。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>抛掷青春,漫长空洞的等待,谁能预测将来?<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>爱情,去除坚硬表壳,内里不堪一击。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>是他不够坚强,还是我不够勇敢。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>看飞机起飞,越飞越远。我终于明白,眼泪留不住,誓言同样留不住。所谓爱情,终是最后被遗忘的地平线。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>信件越来越少,渐渐没有,邮箱转于同事使用,重新另申请了一个。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>那个熟悉的号码,一直一直的在手机里安静,看着,自己反觉得心累,想想还是删了。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>删了却还是记得的,连自己的号码都记不住,他的,却是执着的一个个数字在眼前清晰排列。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>再后来,号码忘了,想画他的样子,却画不出来。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>偶尔翻看日记,心境的湖平平不起涟漪。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>一直以为自己已经彻底忘记。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>提起过去,云淡风清,仿佛只是别人的故事。身边好友也常笑我没心没肝。我能怎样,号啕大哭,痛不欲生?冷然如我,倒不如握一卷书册,波澜不惊。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR></SPAN>如果安一直不来电话,我也就这样糊里糊涂的过日子,不是特别快乐,也没什么理由不快乐。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">日子总是要过的<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>结婚<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>也是一件无法逃避的事情<SPAN lang=EN-US>.</SPAN>有时想着<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>人一辈子<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>不经意间也就过去了<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>何苦计较那么多呢<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<BR></SPAN>遇见相看两不厌的男孩,喝喝茶,吃吃饭,无伤大雅。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold"><BR></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">如果谁提出进一步发展,内心却是惶恐<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>只想逃离的更远。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>一次,可以说是偶然,两次三次或者更多,何从解释。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>与做医生的亲戚谈起,总是开玩笑,我都怀疑自己得了病,心里的病,无药可医。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>心扉的门已紧紧关闭,无法对任何人敞开。<SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">常常自己问自己<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>释怀一段感情需要多久<SPAN lang=EN-US>?</SPAN>难道就真的走不出心的围城了吗<SPAN lang=EN-US>?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold">答案<SPAN lang=EN-US>,</SPAN>只是一片沉寂的回声<SPAN lang=EN-US>.<BR><BR></SPAN>隔了那么久,再次听见安的声音,突然失去语言功能,一切静止。流动的,只有眼泪。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>那一刹那,我似乎有点明白。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>所谓的忘记,是不是藏得更深。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>敏感的心,却有着最迟钝的感觉。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>这样的逻辑,想必也只有我自己才能够接受。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR></SPAN>晨光微曦,我与岁月老人在窗口不期而遇。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>我问,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>泪,是真的,爱,是真的,此刻的心痛,也是真的。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>请告诉我,何时,才会忘记。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>岁月老人只是淡然微笑,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>美好的记忆,何须忘记?<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>我问,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>不忘记,如何打开心结?<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>老人抚须摇头,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>孩子,继续往前走吧,总有一天你会明白,尘世间的一切,都是微不足道。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR><BR></SPAN>不再爱他,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>不再恨他,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>不再要求他。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>一切的一切,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>似水年华般,<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN>悄悄流经我的青春岁月。<SPAN lang=EN-US><BR></SPAN></SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; 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